September's finally here, and summer is officially over. School's starting wooooo...NOT. I just went to school yesterday, it was actually the first day. I was tired as hell, didn't sleep "ALL" night. I mean like if the first day was hard, think about the rest of the school year. I didn't get early dismissal this year unlike the rest of the seniors and perhaps my boyfriend has it as well. Oh well man, it's senior year and im getting the fuck outta here. I suddenly feel old. I remember getting lost when i was a little freshmen back then, I would get up every morning early to get to school. It was actually fun for a while until you hit being a junior. Things start getting hard. I have a load of things to do this year, matter of fact, i have to register for the damn SAT's. FUCK YOU SATS! Wow, im going to college next year, im going to miss my girls. Thanh, Laura, and Michelle are my hallahoes, I'll never forget. It's going to be a hell of a year, it's going to be worth it in the end. I have to work and do my best. I need that determination. Im glad I don't have trig/ pre cal because that would stress me even more. Graduation is going to be that day, I've made it. To this day, im very proud of what I've accomplished. Yes, I am very proud. Deep inside no one knows how damn proud I am. I came from Holy Redeemer, having little confidence in myself, I felt like a failure. Today, I am what I consider "determined". You know that feeling, people always telling you that you can't do something and you did it and proved them wrong? Well I considered that feeling amazing because it just feels so good knowing you proved someoneWRONG. How dare they judge you?! Im going to the top and try my best!

There's also someone in my mind I've like to thank, my boyfriend..Brian. Yes people we've been together for almost 1 year and 4 months..big deal. Never saw anything like that? Jeal much? lol jk. We have our moments too like others also. We're not perfect, but we tired to strengthen the relationship. Yes yes, there's so much drama and arguments between us. I know but this shit won't break down our relationship. It's like knocking down a brick wall by yourself. It's too hard. He help me and inspire me so much to be somebody. He tells me you can while others say you can't. We like to joke, say stupid shit, mess around, laugh, be silly, be ourselves...I love that about our relationships. It's like no other. STILL GOING STRONG bitches!

hey guys, i just came back from my vacation from Los Angeles! It was a fun time but now im back in Philly. I kinda miss LA a lot now that im thinking about it. From August 6 to August 24, i got a SAT Summer Prep Program shit thing at Northeast Catholic High School. Hopefully, it won't be that bad, at least i got some shit to do lol. DAMN i just noticed my last post was last month, DAMN July came by fast as hell and it's like fucking August already! I misssssss Los Angeles, omg i saw like 2 stars at the LAX when i was coming back home. Ughs, i miss Brian so much, haven't seen him such a long time ever since i went on vacation. Hopefully I'll see him soon! School's starting for me on September 6, wow thats like a month away, & i didnt even read one fucking book yet. Man im screwed! Oh well, i got like tons of time left. My high school life is half over, i got done freshmen and sophmore year. Freshmen year was like the worst because it felt so long Sophmore year was a blast, i had some downs and many ups. I hope junior year would be so much better. Im going to attend all my dances this year and join more clubs. uuuuhhhhhhh im sleepy, i aint got shit to do no more. =[ edit l8eeeeeeer! <33